Ani FaNelli works as an editor at a glamourous New York fashion magazine. She has a loving fiance, from a wealthy family. She seems to have it all, and have it completely together. Except, she hides a dreadful secret… or secrets. When she was a teenager, she was subject to crippling emotional abuse as well as a gang rape, and is a survivor of a high-school shooting which claimed several of her classmates. All of these have impacted her deeply well into her adult years, a fact she is initially unwilling to acknowledge.
When she participates in a documentary being made about the events, she begins to question whether she is genuinely happy, and if the life she has worked hard to curate and polish is actually the one she wants.
Told in first person, the voice of the narrator changes along with their mental state; at the start, she is cocksure and snooty, and over the course of the book, she gradually becomes more down-to-earth and accepting, demonstrating her changing attitude and perception. A decent read.